Saturday, 28 April 2012
I want my happily ever after. I want the fairy tale......and I don't care if someone says "your expectations are too high" "love isn't like it is on television" "movies aren't real".....I don't care if it's someone's "imagination"...that comes from somewhere...and I believe in it..I believe that I can have what I want, I believe I can have a love that I feel constantly and consistently. I don't believe that everything that happens in fairy tales and in our digital world are real, that's not what I am saying here...all I'm saying is I want a LOVE that is strong, bonded, in more ways than just sexual. I want to be someone's best friend, but not only friend. I want to look into someone's eyes and be comfortable doing so....I want to FEEL the love I thoughtlessly say. I want the spark when we kiss, the longing to hold one another, the longing to make love and to tell each other about our days. I don't care that people say "you can't live in a fairy tale"...WELL here's what I want to know..why the hell can't I?? Why can't I go for what I want? Why can't I have a conversationalist? Someone who isn't afraid to speak their mind? Someone who can hold their own ground? Someone who can take charge when need be, but step back when the occasion calls for it?
What is love, really? Does anyone know what it is? I realize that this blog post is all over the place, yet, all in the same place at the same time....